"Given I stood in front of the man, pretending to be a ghost of myself, trying to convince myself to kill him and suffer whatever consequences Krakoa would inflict on me for breaking one of the three laws..."

No, he shakes his head. He doesn't know if he can handle it. Not when he hadn't even had time to process his own truths before being thrown into the suffering of another.

"It's hard to fathom going back, when I can so barely handle what Kavinsky did to us. Maybe it'd survivable, but it's not... It's not something I know how to face. Especially since going back might mean losing all of this. All I've grown to be. All of you as you are."