I don't have a clear memory of those events because I was a simple bird operating on a dead man's orders. I do recall something of what happened with Mephisto, largely because I was so concerned.

[ For your safety, he doesn't add, because it was a selfish concern back then and not the honourable sort. He recalls thinking Mephisto wouldn't be fooled so easily, but that was all according to his old, evil bird-plans too. Gross. Reasons he wants to forget that period of his existence! ]

I think it would be easier if you simply pretended to be a bloodthirsty little shit, you have all the traits of one.