It's certainly morbid, and Accelerator isn't the kind of person to circle around that fact. If someone wants to know what happened, then they get to know what happened without any sugarcoating.

... Even if what happened was horrible.

"No, you're right," he replies slowly. "It's not like anyone ever thinks 'hey, I wonder what it's like to get shot in the head.' It was fucking insane. I should be dead right now, but I'm not."