( I can see why you have difficulty trusting others. If you can't trust your parent, who can you trust? Especially if you two could speak to each other.
I want to think he loved you a little, at least. It's probably more complicated than I can understand, but it's natural to love someone you take in. Maybe not at first; maybe over a lifetime. Maybe it's a mix of love and something else. A use he had for you, perhaps? Now that I can understand.)
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I want to think he loved you a little, at least. It's probably more complicated than I can understand, but it's natural to love someone you take in. Maybe not at first; maybe over a lifetime. Maybe it's a mix of love and something else. A use he had for you, perhaps? Now that I can understand.)