That's what scares him. The honeymoon phase wearing off. That airing things will just speed that up. Not always in an active thinking way, but the thought is there. So today he's telling himself not to share because this is about David, not catching that there's always a reason not to share.

"I will enjoy basking in that as long as it wants to linger," he says instead. And he can almost convince himself that it will indefinitely.