( he wonders about that... has wondered about it for years. if that dull ache that resides within his heart will ever really go away, or if it will simply linger there until the very day that he, himself dies.
in being able to relate to what chaos gate feels with her loss β with how sudden and unexpected it had been and how powerless she must have felt in the moment, it's easy for his words to mirror his own thoughts. his own feelings regarding such loss. such pain. the burning rage within for vengeance. he understands it. too much. and maybe, in a way, it's partly why he's here. in this time. )
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in being able to relate to what chaos gate feels with her loss β with how sudden and unexpected it had been and how powerless she must have felt in the moment, it's easy for his words to mirror his own thoughts. his own feelings regarding such loss. such pain. the burning rage within for vengeance. he understands it. too much. and maybe, in a way, it's partly why he's here. in this time. )
Maybe it's easier to be alone.