"I'm not sure what I expected you to think of this endeavor, but I must say I am delighted that you are eager to help me make it even more ridiculous."

And even still feeling tired and aching, with rawness still under the surface, it's easy to slip into the comfort of his love's voice, his mind, his presence nearby.

Later, when he's replaying the events, processing all that's happened, he'll be truly confounded that letting his composure fall away only led to feeling more loved.