"I came back from dead because of someone else, not because I wanted to. But once it happened, that was that," Jason says. His face and tone are neutral, trying to downplay just how traumatic the whole experience still is for Jason. He usually doesn't like to talk about his psychological damage. He then shrugs his shoulders. "What's done was done. I still don't understand all the details to when it happened. I just knew I wanted to keep going."