( jason doesn't want him to hold back. he wants kyle to come after him, to yell at him, to tell him he's being an idiot, to throw him back when he tries to take off, because jason--he knows it's not the best plan, he just freaks out, gets scared, doesn't want to watch everything fall apart and the only solution he can think of is to leave before it can. kyle's better than that. and sometimes--sometimes, jason wants to take off and have his space. but sometimes, he really, really wants someone to chase after him. )
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( jason doesn't want him to hold back. he wants kyle to come after him, to yell at him, to tell him he's being an idiot, to throw him back when he tries to take off, because jason--he knows it's not the best plan, he just freaks out, gets scared, doesn't want to watch everything fall apart and the only solution he can think of is to leave before it can. kyle's better than that. and sometimes--sometimes, jason wants to take off and have his space. but sometimes, he really, really wants someone to chase after him. )