[It would be a hell of a lot easier if Leo did just turn this whole thing into a bad joke. Then Accelerator could get annoyed and shove him and they could ignore this ever same up. Honestly, he's half-hoping Leo will do that, because even this amount of openness for him is painful.
But no, things don't get to be easy. He's quiet as he listens to Leo's answer, unfortunately knowing what he means. Empty is something he's very used to, and... he's never thought of it as a bad thing. Maybe that was out of some survival mechanism rather than something he really believed. Leo certainly doesn't think it's good.]
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[There's a disgusting raw feeling at the pit of his stomach, and Accelerator decides to put those thoughts away.
At least the latter part of his answer is easier to consider. He supposes he can understand why Leo would want that, even if it's selfish. He's a good person, and he loves his family. Any normal person would want those feelings returned.
Accelerator is very aware that ever since he left Yomikawa's apartment Last Order has missed him being around. He wishes she wouldn't feel that way.
He's silent for a few beats longer, trying to think of something to say.]
I'm sure they would. That's how family usually fucking works.
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But no, things don't get to be easy. He's quiet as he listens to Leo's answer, unfortunately knowing what he means. Empty is something he's very used to, and... he's never thought of it as a bad thing. Maybe that was out of some survival mechanism rather than something he really believed. Leo certainly doesn't think it's good.]
.....
[There's a disgusting raw feeling at the pit of his stomach, and Accelerator decides to put those thoughts away.
At least the latter part of his answer is easier to consider. He supposes he can understand why Leo would want that, even if it's selfish. He's a good person, and he loves his family. Any normal person would want those feelings returned.
Accelerator is very aware that ever since he left Yomikawa's apartment Last Order has missed him being around. He wishes she wouldn't feel that way.
He's silent for a few beats longer, trying to think of something to say.]
I'm sure they would. That's how family usually fucking works.