( yeah, there it is. the big reason to be afraid: to have someone, to hold them close, to know he's loved and admit it in turn just to lose it all again. kyle's trying to look at him, but jason's burying his face in against his neck to avoid it.
tightens his grip. opens his mouth, then shuts it with a shake of his head. pulls in another breath to try it again. he can lie so easily; the flirty banter comes naturally, why is this the part that's so hard. )
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tightens his grip. opens his mouth, then shuts it with a shake of his head. pulls in another breath to try it again. he can lie so easily; the flirty banter comes naturally, why is this the part that's so hard. )
--ve you, too.