( it's important, that jason uses his words to communicate shit. because he knows how awful it feels when people don't. but he hates it. not necessarily because of what it means, even if it's. . . also that. it's just hard, to put emotions into words, to put them out there where they can be twisted or used against him. he knows kyle's not like that; he's an asshole, but he's not that kind of asshole.
jason wouldn't be here if he was.
he says i know, and jason lets that sink in for a minute. he didn't quite get it out, not as well as he'd been meaning to, but kyle doesn't seem to give a shit and jason's - not going for round two just yet. instead, he stands there. leans on kyle. slowly lets his arms loosen from around his midsection, and tips his head enough to dig teeth into kyle's shoulder.
their two seconds of feelings discussions was enough, time to ruin it. )
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jason wouldn't be here if he was.
he says i know, and jason lets that sink in for a minute. he didn't quite get it out, not as well as he'd been meaning to, but kyle doesn't seem to give a shit and jason's - not going for round two just yet. instead, he stands there. leans on kyle. slowly lets his arms loosen from around his midsection, and tips his head enough to dig teeth into kyle's shoulder.
their two seconds of feelings discussions was enough, time to ruin it. )