jason couldn't put it into words. wouldn't know where to start--that kyle both makes his skin crawl with just how open he is, but how much jason wants it, too. how much he wants to press in closer to kyle, hold onto him so tight he's got no room to move, how jason wants to keep his arms wrapped around him but also how much it terrifies him. he figures kyle gets it, but that--also doesn't make the feeling any better, because he doesn't like being known like that, even if all he wants is someone who does know him. understands jason's a mess and doesn't know what to do with himself half the time, knows them knowing that also makes him want to turn tail and fuck off for forever, find a corner to hide in where no one'll ever be able to find him.
he pulls in a shaky breath, curls fingers into kyle's and holds on tight. gives himself another moment, another breath, to pull himself together, before he's pressing a quick kiss to kyle's mouth and pulling away with a snarky grin that doesn't reach his eyes. )
You gonna ride, too, or are you flying? ( with a nod back to the construct bike. )
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jason couldn't put it into words. wouldn't know where to start--that kyle both makes his skin crawl with just how open he is, but how much jason wants it, too. how much he wants to press in closer to kyle, hold onto him so tight he's got no room to move, how jason wants to keep his arms wrapped around him but also how much it terrifies him. he figures kyle gets it, but that--also doesn't make the feeling any better, because he doesn't like being known like that, even if all he wants is someone who does know him. understands jason's a mess and doesn't know what to do with himself half the time, knows them knowing that also makes him want to turn tail and fuck off for forever, find a corner to hide in where no one'll ever be able to find him.
he pulls in a shaky breath, curls fingers into kyle's and holds on tight. gives himself another moment, another breath, to pull himself together, before he's pressing a quick kiss to kyle's mouth and pulling away with a snarky grin that doesn't reach his eyes. )
You gonna ride, too, or are you flying? ( with a nod back to the construct bike. )