No. It's not that. It was never that. ( it's not as nervous and unsure as jason's voice had been. because he means it. it's not rambly, because he doesn't need to fill in the quiet spaces. )

I came back 'cause it's what I want. I want to be here. I want you to be here with me. If I wanted to disappear, I could've done a hell of a better job of it.

( in case that wasn't obvious. emotional honesty isn't his strongsuit, but--he's trying here. and opens his mouth again, offers a little more quietly, )

I took off 'cause I got scared. I. . . I hurt Grayson back home, more than once. I took out a lot of my personal problems on Tim. I was telling him, just before you showed up, that outside of our Bruce? I'm the last person anyone should trust with a Robin. I didn't want to fuck up with you.