i was born to hold my hands up (open)
Who: jason todd
reneger & whoever
What: downfall event prompts ; post-event happenings
When: late july - august
Where: excelsior, central city, nyc
Content Warnings: body horror, child death, child abuse, general violence, drug overdose, suicidal idealization, etcetc
prompts in the comments because.... i can.
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What: downfall event prompts ; post-event happenings
When: late july - august
Where: excelsior, central city, nyc
Content Warnings: body horror, child death, child abuse, general violence, drug overdose, suicidal idealization, etcetc
prompts in the comments because.... i can.
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( it's a hard topic both because it's stupid to get into with kyle but he figures kyle'll get it better than most people here would. and he--wants to talk about it with someone who does get it. it's a loss he's brought up with dick, one that damian, strange, stark, barnes, they're all aware of it. probably aware too that jason has been walking around it like it never happened to begin with. because he doesn't handle loss well. never has. )
Where I was before. Her name was Loki, an' all she had to go home to was death. I lost Artemis to a fucking black hole, lost Lo to ending up here, an' I can't--lose you too. Swear to hell and back I'll fight every shit god that shows up to try and fuck shit up 'cause I can't.
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and he could. he could. he feels that power within him, a starheart. jenny's starheart. it would be so tempting. but kyle knew fear. that's what made him unique among the lanterns. giving jason a promise won't magically change that fear. or stop what could come.
kyle takes jason's hand. a hand made for bruises. kyle always takes care of his own hands, too afraid of losing his talent, his art. they both amount to the same thing. ]
Jason, making that promise . . . I want to. I've always wanted to. For every single person I loved. For the people I lost.
But I can't. I can promise to fight. I can promise my power, my rage, my steadfastness. I can promise in this universe, I'll always be.
And if you go to any others, I'll find you.
[ he squeezes their knuckles together. ]
I'll find you.
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I don't expect empty promises out of you. ( his voice is still soft, mouth carefully forming around words one syllable at a time. jason looks back up to kyle. quirks up a corner of his lips, even if the little half-grin never quite reaches his eyes. ) But I'm gonna expect you to keep that one.
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I'll keep it.
[ he doesn't add to it. he doesn't need to. kyle is just . . . straightforward like that. he doesn't make it flowery. he doesn't make it desperate. it is a fact now. unshakeable. ]